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The Mirror

(The wind whistle gentle, moon full and bright over a small lot of land. Softly bristling of the trees, sweet smell of grass. Two men walk quietly, one listening to the other)
John (voice shaking): I look in the mirror, and see nothing. Not even my reflection looking back at me. People see so much in me. They say they see a great man, a King, a Ruler, a Just man. . . Why is it everyone sees so much but when I look, there's nothing? (Teeth clenched in confusion)
Priest (inhales before he speaks. Voice soothing): Every man is their own worse judge. Look into your past, look at all the good you've done. The people's lives you've saved, the wars you'ved stop.
(John stops, looking down in shame that he had not thought it. The priest stops briefly before John, back towards him)
And you say there is no one there? The mirror can only show you the flesh, not deeds.
(The Priest walks away silently like smoke into the black)

One Small Step For Mankind

Good Morning My Freaky Darlings,

Today is my first day in my new apartment. It’s exciting but a lot of other things have killed my excitement. Like bills! I despise bills. However, I assume everyone despises bills. Anyways, when I first saw this apartment I thought, “This is small”. When actually it isn’t. It has 3 bedrooms and 2 bathrooms at a good price, with extra amenities. It’s growing on me. Alas, it does need one or two fixes but all things I can do myself. I’m just glad I have my own bathroom and walk-in closet!!!

-Ajex




Personal Update

Good Morning My Freaky Darlings,

It’s been a while since I last wrote. Last thing I wrote, I don’t actually remember. Since I do not remember I shall give you the low down on all the dirty sand. As you know (already followers), I went on deployment. It was nice, we hit some nice ports and had plenty of drinks in each port. Well in one of the ports, Missy (Myself) had a little too much fun. Fortunately, I had finished my qualifications and only missed 1 port I had not been to. Due to having too much fun, I’ve had to switch roles from being the “single happy gamer girl” to “single happy gamer mom”. Do I regret things? No. I am human and bound to make mistakes that I do not fully think thru. I have lived so far with one regret and will continue to be only one. That was not seeing my God-Mother before she died due to me having an important job interview.

Let’s continue. When I first found out, I had panic attacks every 2-3 hours. It had gotten to the point, I was told not to work and to sleep/relax so as to avoid them. I’m also an engineer, so really I couldn’t work at my normal work place due to hazardous environment.What eventually stopped them? My mum and papa. They told me that I had gotten far an was at a good age to have a child. They also said they had been waiting for a long time. I’m 25 going 26. So I guess that’s better than being a cat lady?

In the first trimester (passed by 2 (+/- 1) week), I was always feeling yucky and wanted to throw up, until I found my tea. Working out helped me a lot and still does. Currently, I am in my 2nd trimester. It’s ok so far, body aches, mood swings, and not much of cravings anymore. My weight has maintained itself at 159 (+/- 4 lbs). Soon I will be moving into a bigger apartment, and boy I can’t wait.

-Ajex



jvsxn:

2 selfies in one day/tired in class and entirely vain

I reblogged because he&#8217;s fuckin sexy.

jvsxn:

2 selfies in one day/tired in class and entirely vain

I reblogged because he’s fuckin sexy.